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Black Moon Lilith in Aries
Hold onto your witches hat!!! You are in for an amazing ride on your broom. You long to release this courageous Lilith into the world and to catalyze the divine feminine, activating all those around you. You identify with Black Moon Lilith for she is your “I AM” presence.
Your deep subconscious is constantly in change and flux so you may have to learn to think before you act with her intensity pushing you forward. Your feelings are quick to fire and when you are hurt emotionally, your temper can flare up leaving those around you in burnt cinders. If you are trying to repress Black Moon Lilith, you will have the feeling of losing your independence and you will feel irritable.
You are high spirited with a lot of natural energy so you must make sure this Dark Moon doesn’t express her fire at the expense of others. You may have to be self-focused to claim this goddess within. You identify with your anger and must learn to turn your anger into productive action. Without a conscious direction, you can blaze people over. Just make sure you are not taking out your anger on others.
Black Moon Lilith encourages you to accept your independence and your ability to always move forward even when times are tough. When she has a positive outlet for this catalyzing fire, she can help to initiate others into their own independent feminine energy.
You have a high sex drive and you have no problem taking what you want. When unleashed, you are the goddess incarnate who can activate anyone’s intensity and their own sexual energy. Quick to feel the passionate blaze within, your sexual energy will demand an expression and a release. You are here to show others that it is okay to identify with a sexual expression.
Black Moon Lilith in Gemini
Black Moon Lilith steps in and out of the shadows of your mind. You can intuitively feel her essence but you may feel you don’t always have the words to express how you feel. This Dark Moon shows up strongly for you to learn how to communicate your feelings, first with yourself and then with others. Your inner communication is your source of power and you must find words for your feelings. She enhances your intuition, so once you allow her into the light, you will know exactly how to communicate what you feel intuitively.
You may have grown up being told to shut up or not ask questions. Maybe you felt you could only speak when spoken to. When angry, you may lash out with harsh words and a quick wit. You can switch on a dime when you react out of fear. Even though there may be quick reactions through anger, you will still need to learn to trust that you can communicate when you want to.
Growing up were you embarrassed or humiliated for speaking too much or speaking too little? Black Moon Lilith is asking you to trust her message. You have the ability to communicate with this inner Dark Moon and in turn share her message with the world. Your mind is like a weapon, waiting to be used to express the power of the divine feminine. Allow her to guide you to be honest with people instead of telling them what they want to hear and you will inspire everyone around you to listen to her story.
Can you find your voice? Black Moon Lilith would like to speak through you and as an intense shadow, what will she say? Will her words be received well or will she speak of the Dark Goddess and turn people away from you? You must come to terms with her powerful voice. She has an intensity and a quick wit to match anyone, yet do you still doubt that you are worthy? Are you still processing an inner fear that you are not smart enough or you don’t know enough to speak of this powerful Goddess? Are you afraid that her sharp tongue will tear people apart when she uses your voice as her own? Can you trust your words to represent the power and the beauty of this Goddess? She is you and you are her. Speak of Black Moon Lilith.
Sexually, you will enjoy talking dirty as a form of amazing foreplay! Communication is the best game of chase and tease and you will be curious to try new things spontaneously. Don’t be afraid to communicate your likes and dislikes when it comes to intimacy. The more you communicate, the more power and intensity you invite into your pleasure centers.
Black Moon Lilith in Cancer
In the darkest shadows Black Moon Lilith is a tidal wave of feelings and emotions. What will it take to come out of your hermit shell and crash this wave of feelings into the world? Your way to feel your Soul Essence in this life is through your natural capacity to love and to feel. At times you have held back the torrent because you have been easily hurt by criticism - both from your inner critic and the world around you. You must learn to forgive and forget past hurts. Though it is not likely you will ever forget. You lock your feelings into the akashic memories of your Soul.
The dark Goddess is asking if you are ready to truly open and share your empathy and caring with the world around you even though your natural tendency may be to hide your feelings from those around you or only share your feelings when you feel safe and secure. Black Moon Lilith will help you to kick the door of your hermit shell wide open. She shows you that feelings are safe and the expression of your feelings is a way to share the most profound love into the world.
You feel torn between your desire to help others and to nurture them like a mother. Black Moon Lilith is very much the dark mother in the sign of Cancer. You will put up a fight to protect your children or the underdog. An inner rage and fire will emerge when you need your strength the most. Black Moon Lilith streams into your dreams on a regular basis. She destroys the world around her until her raw energy is felt. Once you embrace a lucid dream state, you can release the emotional tension and feel into the essence of the eternal.
You are extra sensitive to the feelings of others that sometimes your physical body is affected unconsciously. You are a natural empath and will learn to move into your feelings instead of running away when the tidal wave feels too intense. When you feel your physical body is affected as well as the intense emotional overwhelm, call on Black Moon Lilith to show you the true power behind what you feel. Black Moon Lilith asks you to embrace all of your feelings and to not try to control what you feel. Pure surrender to the flow of the river of life is required to set this dark Goddess free.
Black Moon Lilith feels the most hidden power within who you are, including your sexual energy that wishes to be liberated from the subconscious programming of your culture. Once you do the work necessary to embrace your sexual energy as your vital life force, you are an unstoppable loving sexual creature who will receive love and affection with ease. This shadow goddess reminds you that you deserve to be loved as much as you love the world around you.
Black Moon Lilith in Virgo
Your imperfections are exposed so that you can learn how to feel empowered in the details.
The subconscious fear is not being good enough. The lesson is to learn self-acceptance.
As you stay busy getting lost in all the details, nothing will ever be perfect enough. The nit picking is nothing more than a hiding place so you can continue to gather and organize information - that may never be applied. Growth is thru adaptation and application of information.
Your need to be and to feel “right” about every situation can distance you from others and from the Universal truth that there is no “right” or “wrong,” just learning experiences. Instead of judging others and yourself for not being perfect enough - you need to learn how to heal yourself. Subconsciously you are seeking perfection in whatever you attempt with high standards. You do not have to live up to others concepts of perfection or expectations. In fact, you would do well to not have any expectations.
Shy and more reserved - you pull back your energy when others are stronger. Overly critical of yourself, you tend to be quiet. You are longing to be recognized for being right and being important. Your power will emerge when you heal from this overly crtical nature. You need to learn how to direct this Dark Moon energy to an inner exploration with more compassion and healing.
Sexually, your energy is hidden from most people and you tend to hold back your energy until you have analyzed all the pros and cons of expressing it. You are waiting for the perfect partner, the perfect moment, and to feel perfectly sexy for an opportunity to express your energy. Your lesson is to cultivate your sexual energy for healing your own expression of this energy. This life force energy when owned and cultivated can be a powerful healing energy and can also serve humanity to lift the vibrations of consciousness to new levels.
Black Moon Lilith in Libra
The scales of balance reveal to you that nothing is fair in relationships. You have witnessed time and again yourself giving way to others and their needs before your own. But no more!!! The anger that you feel towards yourself and others is leading you to cultivate the only relationship that matters, the one to your Higher Self. Boundaries in partnerships has tested the fortitude of your inner fortress. Instead of carrying around guilt and shame for bending towards peace at any price, you claim your inner power by refocusing your partnership inward and upward.
The relationship to yourself is how you activate your inner power. The way you share yourself with others is how you own that inner relationship and prove to yourself how strong you are. Focus on you first! You will always desire recognition from your partner, just make sure your wounded ego isn’t steering your decisions, words and deeds.
Your hidden fantasies reveal that you truly wish a one-on-one partnership with equal yin/yang, female/male, energy. You will not feel satisfied with nothing less than a partner who can be both aggressive and compassionate in the receiving and giving of affection. You deserve the best of both worlds. You rebel against traditional relationships even though you desire the recognition from your partner. Your Black Moon Lilith longs for beauty with lots of adornments and all the luxuries of life! Cover the bed with rose petals, light candles, make sure every extravagance is tended to!
As a natural empath, you feel others’ emotions and feelings deeply and have a tendency to own them as your own. At some point, you wake up to the awareness that you have felt wounded from your early childhood imprinting. The relationship with your parents had a profound effect on how you respond and react to all partnerships in your life. When you work through your conditioning, you will claim a new way of having relationships in your life. You do not need to carry the feelings of your parents into the present. Learn how to let them go. You learn how to feel and attach into partnerships and detach from their feelings and stories. As you focus on separating the “I” from the “WE” you naturally will feel what is yours to deal with and what is not. This is your shadow work.
Even as you see others point of view, you will always fight for the underdog and cultivate justice and fairness. You wish to be noticed and recognized for your good deeds towards others. Form your own opinions and make sure you are not just accepting other people’s opinions as your own. When you fight, make sure you are fighting for what you really believe and know to be right.
Black Moon Lilith in Capricorn
Black Moon Lilith in the sign of Capricorn will show you how to become your own leader and your own authority. You may be seen as shy and serious, however your real power is often hidden in the shadows until you are ready to embrace the responsibility of manifestation.
Underneath the meek and passive little child with the perfect and polite controlled responses, their is an inner dark Goddess that wants to throw away conventional and conservative realities. The Goddess would like her time to be recognized as a powerful example in the world. Patriarchy has mislead your subconscious and programmed your inner child to give power over to others. You easily recognize strength and determination in others and now it is time to embrace these traits within yourself.
You are done sacrificing yourself for the respect of another. Black Moon Lilith’s cry of rage is shattering the old examples of authority. She is ready to take control of her relationships and to do so, she is healing any wounds of the father figure, authority figure, and anyone who is seen as “in charge.” The expression of anger can be difficult and Lilith is here to move this energy through your body and the earth. The earth is open to feel your feet stomping on the ground and your hands pounding the dirt. Let your Goddess rage at the old examples of authority. Feel her power arise within you. Let go of control to feel her strength.
You are pulling your power out of the shadows so that you can shine as a brilliant example of how to use energy wisely in the world. And when Black Moon Lilith finds her sexual energy she can use this to create worlds, realities and manifestations beyond your wildest dreams. You have always felt in the recesses of your being that your sexual energy can be a tool to manifest. Get into your body and experience her power and her pleasure. No longer will you be afraid of that energy being used against you. You have the ability to use your sexual energy every day for evolutionary change!
Black Moon Lilith in Aquarius
Deep in the shadows you long to belong to a group of like-minded innovative thinkers. This inner longing, if it hasn’t been recognized, will lead you to a subconscious need for validation from others. You will relate to groups of secret societies, rebellions, and those gathering on the forefront of changing the future and expanding consciousness. You will need to build your sense of self-worth so that you can let go of any fear that you will be rejected when you express intimacy within these groups. Black Moon Lilith can inspire confidence in others and she will want to be a part of a sisterhood. First, you must gain that confidence in knowing who you are.
You will have to get out of your head and allow yourself to feel if you wish to tap into the Cosmic Consciousness. Your emotionally repressed nature gets in the way of you tapping into your true power. You must allow yourself to feel your shadow, your pain, and your insecurities. It is only through feeling your Black Moon Lilith that you gain the confidence to feel and to explore the cosmic mind of the goddess. Your highest strength is that you can learn a spiritual love. When you love yourself - you can love humanity.
You long for freedom, expression and experimentation with how you show your power to the world. You like to shock people out of their revery and complacency and you will often say what you think and express yourself any way you choose. Your powerful voice can be a leading force for any group. You are a seed of change and your goal is to find your part in that change. You can see humanitarian ideals of sisterhood actualized when you can gather like minds and encourage your sisters.
You will, however, want to do everything your way and you can be incredibly rebellious. You can cut someone off or walk away from a long term relationship without batting an eye. You can learn how to use this detachment to set healthy boundaries once you have claimed your inner self worth and no longer look to others to validate you.
Sexually, you can also detach so much that you don’t allow yourself to feel everything. If you find yourself thinking about your grocery list during sex, you should probable practice feeling what is going on in your body and your emotions. When you claim your eccentric and electric sexual nature, you will see yourself as a goddess striking lightning with every movement. Do not be afraid of this intense power! Black Moon Lilith’s sexual energy is electric and eccentric in this sign.
Black Moon Lilith in Pisces
The receptive nature of your shadow moon allows you to feel intimately what has been hidden in the illusion of reality. Your job is to determine what is imagination and what are futuristic visions? Your psychic potential is off the charts and you can imagine a time where magick flowed through you like water in a river. Your subconscious longing is for your dreams of your magickal fantasy world to become reality. At times you have doubted the purity of your imagination which may have led to substance abuse, denial and shame. When you claim your psychic powers, Lilith will help you shed the shame and the guilt that keeps you from using your oracular powers to benefit others.
You are here to claim the feminine power and stand firm in your emotions instead of suffering through your heightened sensitivity in a world that has shamed and devalued the feminine principle. You are here to rise from these deep waters and show others how they can feel without being lost in the story of the emotions. You will fight for the underdog when the feminine is not honored and this is where your stored anger will be held. Black Moon Lilith is waiting for you to get angry and allow that anger to fuel you into a path of service that will set this goddess free. Instead of avoiding conflict, Black Moon Lilith will aid you in finding the courage within to stand strong to your boundaries.
Your hidden sexuality dives deep into fantasies where you can explore your relationship to the powerful energy of the goddess. When you accept the power of your sexual energy, you strive to express it as the most powerful goddesses have expressed it in history. Your life force energy is the magick and will always be connected to your sex life. You may have been stuck in a pattern of being overly compassionate with your partners and may have given yourself away because of your empathy. Now is the time to open and receive Lilith’s power and to learn the power of receiving the divine feminine empowerment energy.
You can be an example of the divine feminine with compassion and unconditional love. You will serve or suffer.
Black Moon Lilith in 1st House
Your Black Moon Lilith inner goddess is waiting for your to express your emotions on the surface. Out of the shadows and into the world, she wants you to wear your feelings on your sleeve. You can easily show others that it is okay to feel your emotions and express them. You have a tendency to change your emotional focus and may feel moody but don’t let this stop you from showing others that feelings can help you to identify yourself.
Black Moon Lilith may come to you in your dreams or on the astral plane. She is reminding you to stay connected to your inner power as the whole world will see who you truly are.
You can be the life of a party with your charismatic energy. You will develop a popularity when this Dark Moon comes out to the shadow and claimed as your divine feminine birthright. Some may fear you for your inner intensity and others will flock to you like a moth to a flame. Either way, you will be noticed and seen in the world. Lilith is counting on you to be a shining example of an intense and powerful goddess.
Your sexual energy is felt immediately in your environment. You will spend your lifetime learning how to set boundaries and to navigate being noticed for your beautiful life force energy. You are always ready to move forward with a sexual whim so make sure that your sexual energy is used with reverence.
Black Moon Lilith in 5th House
Your Black Moon Lilith inner goddess is waiting for a stage to perform!!! She wants out of the shadow and into the world where she can express her leadership. You will have to overcome any ego need for emotional recognition and validation which may make it hard to pull Lilith out of the dark and into the light. When confident your Black Moon is unbelievable artistic and creative and she will have an inner desire to express her power, leadership and creativity.
You have an inner sex kitten energy that is more like Sekhmet on a good day. Your feminine charms draw affection from romantic partners and can easily experience ultimate pleasure with a partner who adores you and will let you wear your goddess crown.
When you cultivate this hidden shadow, everyone will feel her presence rising to the surface. Your will power is cultivated through the divine feminine and your relationship to honoring your dark inner goddess and allowing her to shine and take the lead. You can lead the next generation and your own children into the ways of the goddess.
Black Moon Lilith in 6th house
The challenge is to identify how are you here to serve…When you connect with your path of service, you let go of some of the attachments to the fine details of all situations in your life and you can loosen up the judgments of whether your work will be enough to satisfy you.
Do you see this reflected in your health -physical - mental - emotional - personal? It is quite natural for subconscious fears to arise in the work place which can, in turn, affect your health. When you claim that you are an innate healer through your connection to your life force energy, you will accept your “dark” power of Lilith and be able to heal the world and all those in it. Your innate healing powers are off the charts when you accept that you know enough and you have a method or a structure for channeling your healing powers, you will be able to embrace the intensity of Black Moon Lilith.
The power of Black Moon Lilith is in claiming the innate healer within.
Your hidden dark moon anchors deep into being a natural clairvoyant and occult oriented. When you feel you have all the detailed information, your “job” is to channel this energy for service and for healing. You are a force in this world that can be an example of how to be true to yourself. You are the savior or the martyr. When your dark moon is recognized and brought to the surface of self-exploration, you work hard to figure out your shadow. You will work hard to connect your inner feelings to this deep place in order to classify your emotions, categorize them, and know where they are coming from. As soon as this aligns in the conscious mind rising up from the shadow of Lilith, you will claim your innate healer within and be able to serve others through your natural energy.
Sexually you will learn you are very good with your hands which will naturally direct the flow of energy. You will have a tendency to use your life force energy to help heal and to serve. You must discover the details of your natural life force energy to truly feel like Black Moon Lilith is set free.
Black Moon Lilith in the 8th House
Your Black Moon Lilith is tired of bottling up her powerful emotions and hiding them from the world. Your intense longing to know why you feel and to understand the motivations of your feelings (and everyone else’s) will drive you to go deep into the still waters. You will psycho analyze every feeling to understand the deeper meaning of life. Here, you discover the power of Death and the Crone. You will experience many emotional deaths in your lifetime. You will understand death at a deep level and have an innate intuitive knowing that death is but a transformation. You also gain intuitive knowledge to pass down as the Crone to the young.
You have an innate knowing of the mysteries of life. Black Moon Lilith is your gateway to knowing who you are as a Soul. When you claim her power, you will also be claiming the power of your Soul as an everlasting being. You have a calling to the occult and wish to explore your psychic abilities and astral plane experiences. Call on Black Moon Lilith to meet you on the astral plane to divulge her secrets with you.
You are innately private about your sex life. Affection with sensuality and imagination must be a part of Lilith’s sexual expression here. Any shame or guilt around your sexual energy must be transformed if you are to claim her power. You also have to confront feelings of jealousy and possessiveness toward all your sexual partners. This house placement allows you to explore the higher vibrations of mature sexuality and you may have an interest in sex magick and tantric practices. Black Moon Lilith does not hold back her sexual curiosity.
Black Moon Lilith in 9th House
You can spend a lifetime seeking higher perspectives. If you continue to seek information without ever applying, you will fall into questioning your own worth as a thinker and an intellectual. Black Moon Lilith explores the higher mind as a way to integrate the shadow. Once you explore the reaches of the subconscious mind, you have all the information to fly into the superconscious mind.
As a radical thinker and free spirit, your Dark Moon craves to expand and to see into the farthest reaches of this Universe and beyond. Once you have a perspective that is expanded enough to encompass the truth that you are the universe and the universe is you, nothing stops you from accessing the reaches of your power and life force energy.
Every kernel of truth keeps you expanding into the Higher Mind through the relationship to your Higher Self. Your dreams reveal your inner goddess and connections to past lives, futuristic realities, and parallel universes. Your sexual fantasies probably involve angels, celestial beings and magical traveling to exotic lands. Allow your Dark Moon to guide your journeys and explore potential realities.
Black Moon Lilith in 10th House
Black Moon Lilith shows up formidably and publicly in the tenth house. Other people feel your dark side and you may intimidate many with unseen power. People feel your influence even though they may not be able to put a finger on what they feel. You have been graced to take Black Moon Lilith out of the shadows and into the most public house of recognition. You may have a secret desire of success which will help you to reflect in all the ways you use your energy in the world. How do you use your influence? How is your prominence seen in the world?
You are truly a leader of the divine feminine. You will lead by being an example to others. You are here to help balance the energy of authority and how one acquires goals and ambitions through the feminine energy of receptivity. You may butt heads with authority figures and the patriarchy in order to show others how to pull from hidden places of power and leadership within. You may be sensitive to what others think and feel about you which will help you navigate your inner sense of service in the world.
You have an inner power that when harnessed in the shadow can be used to have control over others. Sometimes, Black Moon Lilith can be pushy and want to tell others what to do and how to use their own energy. Ultimately this will lead you to discovering how to have control over your own power, reputation and leadership skills. Your subconscious fear of letting go of control is a fear that you will navigate with this placement. You will never want to be controlled or manipulated by a boss. You will feel any manipulative energy in the work place so best choose your path wisely for if Black Moon Lilith rises out of the shadows, she will make her impact felt.
You may use sex as a weapon. The usefulness of your sexual energy is ripe for embodiment. How will you use your sexual energy in a path of service? Or will you use it just to receive attention? The choice is yours because everyone will feel your inner fire.
Black Moon Lilith in 11th House
You long to be surrounded by a group of friends that actually vibes with this Dark Moon Goddess. You are attracted to friends that can speak on the same level as you but you will need to learn how to trust before you open up and share the wisdom of Black Moon Lilith. The longing to have a group to belong to, that actually understands and gets who you are - this theme has been with you and has kept you searching for the right group to connect with. Lilith will help you to remember that you do not need approval from others to unleash your hidden goddess.
In order to bring your Black Moon out of the dark and into the light you must show up empathically for the world. In this time, where the power of the feminine has been denied for centuries, you feel the pain of her conscious suppression in the mass consciousness. You will need to learn how to detach from Lilith’s anger and rage at being denied her rightful place in history and in the world at large. You will also need to learn how to attach to her anger and rage, for this is a motivational force within you that can help to shift the consciousness of humanity. Attach to the power within and detach from the empathic garbage that stands in your way.
Lilith shows up here so that you can connect her consciousness to the masses. You are here to implement change through the divine feminine in a group consciousness. She will nag at your subconscious until you accept that you are powerful enough to not only be part of this shift of consciousness, but you can create or be a part of a group that can support the power of the feminine principle.
Your inner sexual fantasies are fine with multiple partners and the more the merrier! And why not… think of the power of a group of sexually evolved goddesses! If you were free to be spontaneous without adhering to an old paradigm of consciousness…think of the potential energy that the mass consciousness would feel.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct Ascendent
The world feels your inner intensity and you cannot hide in the shadow of this powerful goddess. Everyone will feel this intensity within you. Your inner power and force is a gift for everyone to feel. This comes with a lot of responsibility. You must be an example of the most integrated, powerful and intense goddess. Even though Lilith is the Dark Moon, you bring light into her shadow. Others will feel your intense sexual energy. They will see you when you express your anger. You will need to learn how to respond instead of react so that Lilith can come fully out of the shadow and be felt as power instead of fear. She will lead you into your potential and you will not be able to ignore the path of the goddess.
Black Moon Lilith trine Ascendent
You appear emotionally composed and easy going. This will help create a smooth environment with those around you. Many will be attracted to this hidden power within you. Make sure you are not indifferent to your own needs for the sake of others. Black Moon Lilith will bring anger to overcome this tendency. You will need to know that you are wanted and appreciated and you will draw to you those that help your authentic soul talents emerge. Black Moon Lilith will draw partners to you that can match your sexual desires and if they fail to continue being an intense lover, you will get bored.
Black Moon Lilith square Ascendent
You will learn how to keep your personal and more intimate desires close to your heart for you may find that others will use your feelings against you. Black Moon Lilith will rear her inner rage when you allow her the reins. You are tired of feeling like others shape and mold your subconscious. When you are ready to seize your inner power, she will react to any open competition and she is up for the fight. You will be challenged to face realities that are not what they appear to be on the surface. You may feel that no one really understands who you are, but how can they if you are in hiding? This aspect will help to create the lessons and circumstance for you to step out of the shadows and into your own inner power of your I AM presence.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct MidHeaven
You will walk through this world being noticed for your achievements. Your power will be felt by the masses. All will see your inner goddess as she carves out a stake in this world. You are seen as the example. How you use your energy will be felt in the subconscious of humanity. You weave in the shadows and influence all that are on your path. Be clear as to how you use your power for with this aspect you are the weaving spider of creation and realities will form around your drive and ambition.
Black Moon Lilith trine Sun
You are here to shine in balance with the shadowy aspects of your personality. Harmony is achieved when you allow your inner goddess to express herself with ease. You know you have embraced your hidden self when she effortlessly channels through you with the creative force of who you are. You have the ability to rise in prominence with your talents, reliability and calm demeanor. Balance exudes from your being as you show the world how to have one foot in the light and one foot in the shadow with grace and ease. You can weave through any world with this balance of power.
Black Moon Lilith opposing Sun
You have spent many moments projecting your power onto others. You easily see power and powerful expressions of this dark goddess in others. You long to set her free and have a true and unique expression of this fierce and powerful goddess. When you stop projecting power outside of yourself, you can easily claim this power as your own. Your Sun’s expression is longing to be seen as this powerhouse of the divine feminine. The separation of your personal expression and your inner badass goddess needs to be unified into wholeness for you to truly claim the power, the sexual energy and the compassion that Black Moon Lilith has been keeping secret in your dark shadow.
Black Moon Lilith square Moon
Black Moon Lilith will be activating your dream state awareness. She is pushing out of the shadows of your subconscious mind and she will make herself felt within your inner world. She will demand to be recognized and claimed. In the process of moving from an unconscious state to a conscious state, this Dark Moon and your Moon will have a song and dance that may feel irritable and frustrating. Your divine feminine will not go unnoticed this lifetime. At every turn with feeling feminine energy, the cauldron is being stirred so that you recognize the power of Lilith. You will need to learn boundaries with women in your life, and also with the mother figures.
Black Moon Lilith trine Mercury
You enjoy talking about the darker side of life. Your mind is sparked with courageous integration of your shadow. You understand the harmony of listening with compassion and with an open heart. You can talk with anyone without judgement and fear because you understand the inner shadow world must be processed in the mind and the intuition. Your inner goddess creates a safe and protected space for communication and your presence allows others to speak freely. Your story of blending the shadow have been many a journal entry. Are you ready to write your story even though there are dark places to tread? The answer is always, YES. You balance the ferocity of Black Moon Lilith and her feelings with an understanding and acceptance.
Black Moon Lilith Square Mercury
Your subconscious and your mind will butt heads with this square. This aspect will continually make you question your sanity and question if what you feel from your inner Black Moon Lilith is real or not. “I think I feel” is a common statement from your mouth. When you can bring understanding and clarity to your subconscious inner power, you can start to communicate a deep inner source of strength. This aspect may have you working through trouble with relatives. Many will sense your inner power and be afraid of it, especially if they do not understand the compassion underlying the ferocity that Lilith wishes to express. Find the truth of your inner power with Lilith and learn how to communicate it honestly.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct Venus
Black Moon Lilith invites a highly refined sensuality and sexuality and she wants to explore all the pleasures that Venus has to offer. You relate to this Dark Goddess and her inner beauty. Every time you connect to your feminine energy, you will feel Black Moon Lilith there in the etheric space of your womb. She has always called to you from your subconscious and has linked your sexual energy with emotional satisfaction. Your ability to learn how to receive pleasure is part of Lilith’s influence. When you value the divine feminine, you will open the doorway for your power and your pleasure to come forth. There is much power in pleasure and much pleasure in power, just open and receive.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct Mars
You may be too aggressive and you will need to find a way to express your anger that doesn’t blow up in your face or someone else’s. You may harbor anger for being a woman or with other females that reflect a powerlessness. You will have to make peace with the divine feminine energy within. Black Moon Lilith will help you to feel your feminine power which should not be compared to your masculine power. If you are still comparing between the two, you will have a hard time reconciling the wholeness of who you are. You can take extremes of action when you feel the impulse to do so and you are never lacking the courage to express yourself.
Black Moon Lilith trine Mars
When you allow your confidence to lead the way, you will never feel threatened because you are done compromising your desires when others cannot handle your intensity. You don’t have time for lower aggressive expressions such as dishonesty or violence. Give over to your primal tendencies so Black Moon Lilith can steer your life-force energy. You feel everything so intensely as your inner fire is fueled from the shadowy depths of your inner goddess. Your sexual energy is raw and is best expressed through pure animalistic instinct. Express the natural and wild woman within. You have incredible recuperative powers and a strong vitality that will help you stay the course.
Black Moon Lilith square Mars
What an amazing temper you have, my goddess! You are ready for any challenges as your blades slip out of the shadows to defend any potential threats to your inner world. You may have subconscious programming that creates issues with the female sex and/or the mother. You may have a dislike for how the feminine energy is portrayed in our world or how it is seen as not as powerful as the masculine. What fight is worth fighting for? Will it show up as competition between male and female power? Be aware of any competitive urges you have and only slip out your blades when needed. Find constructive ways to unleash your power and this inner fire of creation.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct Jupiter
You have come in with a lot of protection around you so that when you decide to unleash your hidden power and potential of Black Moon Lilith, she will guard you and keep you safe. When you tune into her compassionate nature, the protection you have is limitless. Even when you see her shadow, you can find an optimistic outlook that will make you and others feel better about themselves. This aspect allows you to see the humor in all situations which can easily lighten the intensity of this goddess and you may find she is laughing with you as you unveil your hidden fear of power.
Black Moon Lilith square Jupiter
Your inner goddess is most comfortable lounging in her temple enjoying all the comforts of extravagant indulgence that a goddess could imagine! You give freely knowing of the abundance of the Universe, but you may be too generous and find yourself dealing with the fear of scarcity when you have also given your temple away. Your pride may then take over and you may be faced with hiding in the shadows at failing to procure your goddess stature with the luxuries of life. The lesson of this square is to face the dark side of your inner motivations. Don’t allow your subconscious fears and your pride to hide the negative attributes of your personality. Black Moon Lilith walks in all aspects of your expansion.
Black Moon Lilith opposing Jupiter
You easily see the greatness in others which allows you to see yourself in the mirror of consciousness. You have intense emotions and feelings that get triggered by misplaced faith in mere humans. They are only here to remind you of your own faith and past life connections. Don’t get caught in the comparing and competing vibrations when you see how the goddess expands from the shadow into the All That Is. You are a multifaceted goddess of greatness that wishes to be extravagant and adorned with all the riches of this world. Black Moon Lilith and the intense feelings for others creates a nervous energy and tuning into the teachings of the ages will allow your energy to expand and flow from the darkest shadow to wherever you may roam with an ease.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct Saturn
Your power is hidden until you have the best rules, regulations and boundaries to channel this energy. Your serious nature is always waiting on the right time to shine and to explore this dark shadow. Your father or authority figures may have been an influence on your magickal divine feminine energy. You may have seen this energy erupting in random fits of anger in order to break free of a patriarchal authority. You may have a notion that the masculine authority figure has to be present for you to explore your inner goddess. You learn how to harmonize this conjunction when you take leadership over your own life and feel safe to explore the dark shadow of your power. You have secret fantasies about authority and positions of power and you are attracted to the divine masculine in its full power.
Black Moon Lilith Trine Saturn
Your Black Moon Lilith creates a harmony between your inner power and how to use it responsibly in the world. You tend to be the lone witch with a practical side that gears you to be a strong introvert. But don’t worry, you have amazing organizational ability to sort through the shadows of this intense goddess and to find what is useful in the world around you. You have a strong sense of duty to your inner feminine power and this beautiful trine will help you find a way to make this energy usable for your career and for places where you have taken on responsibility.
Black Moon Lilith sextile Saturn
In this lifetime, you will find a structure for embracing your dark shadow. You may approach this relationship with a determination that is not only practical but responsible. Your ability to see your shadow and feel your power will allow you to remain calm in the most challenging of situations. You balance your darkness through learning and reasoning. You can create a safe path to work with your inner power and authority. Others may seek you out for guidance on how to feel and how to embrace the shadow self. Trust in the divine timing when your dark goddess appears.
Black Moon Lilith square Saturn
Your early childhood conditioning sinks deeply into the unconscious desires of your life. The past comes back to haunt you and guilt consumes your existence until you are forced to be emotionally secure in your life. Your need to control every sexual encounter shares a spark of wisdom that you don’t yet feel safe being vulnerable and open with your partners. The feeling of being alone in the dark confines of your shadow can be unbearable, however you can navigate this shadow and learn how to beat depression. This aspect provides lessons and a maturation in your lineage. You learn the greatest lessons through how you respond to the past, change the present and feel safe in the future.
Black Moon Lilith conjunct Uranus
You are a rebel at heart and you are fueled by cosmic consciousness. Nothing will hold back the Shadow Queen when she appears. You are independent, impulsive, and dynamic. You can explode like dynamite when the shadow is not being recognized. Embrace the power of the occult, foresight, and your amazing intuition and Lilith will guide you into your next adventure. You may experience sudden awakenings of consciousness and in a flash you will be eye to eye with your exotic power and potential.
Black Moon Lilith sextile Uranus
You are a rebel at the heart of your Dark Shadow! Your unique expression of Lilith’s power emerges unexpectedly and creatively to the forefront. You have flashes of insight into your inner power and strength. This aspect also strengthens your natural healing abilities. Be aware that when you embrace your Black Moon Lilith, she will electrify your life and possibly awaken you into more of your cosmic consciousness.
Black Moon Lilith square Uranus
Your Dark Moon rebels against anyone or anything that keeps you from an inner freedom to explore a cosmic consciousness. Your subconscious feelings are rebelling with unpredictable emotional whirlpools. You will need to learn how to ride these emotional tides because your nervous system will feel them deeply. You must find your own unique expression of Lilith’s power. You will be faced with balancing a lightning storm and hurricane of power. Think of what that would look like when you invite Lilith to the party. You will need to set this Dark Goddess free amid the storms of life.
Black Moon Lilith square Neptune
You are a natural dreamer - are you willing to act on the ways that you dream your inner dark goddess to be? Your subconscious feelings process insecurities of the inferiority complex. Who am I to be a powerful goddess? You are everything when you move through the illusion that you don’t deserve to be a goddess and you accept your inner feelings of being a goddess already. Learn how to use your imagination to pull Lilith’s essence out of the dream state and into your reality.
Black Moon Lilith trine Pluto
Your power is amplified. When you claim your intense nature, you transform into the most powerful goddess. Your psychic sensitivity is expanded when you start exploring the power of your Black Moon Lilith. You love all phases of transformation and you understand death. You have an innate knowing of others motivations and can intuitively read people like a book. You are tuned into deep and powerful emotions. Because of this, you will refrain from using other people’s emotions against them.
Black Moon Lilith sextile Pluto
You can trust your psychic senses and the feelings that speak to you. You are tuned into the deeper mysteries of life and Black Moon Lilith takes you deep into the shadows where she is comfortable seeing in the darkness. You are interested in the mysteries that reveal themselves from the most hidden places within yourself and others. Your emotional memory stores motivations, truth, the use of power, and the understanding of death and immortality. You may feel deep emotional rewards in this lifetime which may feel like luck but know that Black Moon Lilith offers the deepest rewards for looking her directly in the eye.
Black Moon Lilith square Pluto
Emotions bubble up from the depths of any hidden trauma. A fierce goddess erupts with the face of dark intensity. This aspect pushes your inner goddess to let go of the past, even if you are kicking and screaming at all of creation. There have been many times in your past where you were in danger or felt threats in every crevice of humanity. From the murkiest depths of your consciousness, how will you find a way to trust? How will you find a way to love? You may feel like you crawling your way out of the darkest hole in the Universe. Uncovering the truth of who you are as a Soul is the gift of feeling your way through the muck and the mire. You will also discover hidden power within your sexual energy, though the means of discovery may be a challenge.
Drawing Down the Moon
The altar was set. All the necessary items to represent the elements were laid perfectly in divine placements. The statue of Kuan Yin with the power of three dragons was surely a sight for the Goddesses. All I needed to do was accept the initiation, light the candles and commune with the Ascended Master in meditation.
I assumed the role of High Priestess very eagerly and graciously for the ceremony. Connecting to my Higher Self, Jesse, had given me the confidence to hold an energetic space for all who would be present that evening. Jesse had been a High Priest/Priestess in the temples of Isis at the time when Jesus Christ was delivering his message to the world. Jesse was also a hermaphrodite and it was customary to grow up in the temple when you didn’t fit the norm. The past life memories from this time period felt more real than the present. Of course, this was my Soul Essence so it should feel like my memories, however the clarity of that lifetime - tending to the irises in the garden, writing and transcribing the teachings of the time and preserving the history and ancient mystery school teachings of the Temple of Isis - these memories were magnificent.
No one had taught me how to do the ceremony, but I read lots of books and created a ceremony myself. I loved the energy of the Goddesses, so they were called in to create the realm between the worlds. It was imperative to be able to blend the world of spirit and matter, the living and the dead, heaven on earth. The Goddesses anchored in the energy of the divine so that we could all connect and ultimately see ourselves as such. The women gathered because of the calling in their heart to open and express, to have their voices heard in the darkness of night under the power of a full moon, to have their cups filled with compassion and connection. We stripped naked, because in my world of ceremony and energy, we didn’t need hiding places. We had all made a commitment not to judge each other and to share openly. Looking back, I am sure many women entered with fear of being seen, judged, exposed and vulnerable. Maybe at one point I had had these feelings too, but that was so long ago, and I was happy that fear no longer determined the decisions I made to cultivate my freedom in all ceremonies.
As the last candle was lit and the circle was cast, we nestled in between worlds, and we opened up to each other as women. We shared our stories. We shared our tears. We offered gratitude and thanks to the help from the unseen world. We drew Goddess cards to see our own divinity as an expression of the Goddess. We asked for help from our guides, teachers and women who were present. Most importantly, we had gathered together.
It was an important phase of creating a sisterhood. One that Jesse knew well surrounded by women in the temple of Isis. The patriarchy had been going on for thousands of years too long, disempowering the feminine and putting masculine energy in a place of more value. This imbalance needed to end quickly. How were we to bring in the New Age without gathering? How could we re-learn trust with our sisters if we didn’t come together once a month in our purest nature?
After sharing magical words that hold weight and reverence in a sacred circle, it was time to draw down the moon. This was the first time I remember feeling the energy of channeling. The energy of the moon and the divine feminine in all her silvery light and glory was now being directed into this circle of women. As a High Priestess, I guided everyone into a visualization of a cone of power as I felt the surge of the moon within me. At first, it felt like a cool wash of energy and then as this vortex was being directed, we spun the energy counterclockwise to draw down the power of the moon into the circle. With hands held, this energy blended within our own energy, and all was shared through our words, our breath and the current of the moon. My body became awash with her essence and her power. I felt as if I was dunked in a bath of divine water that nourished and purified my being, absorbed through my skin and anchored into the earth through the grounding of my pelvic floor.
I opened and received the blessings of the moon and the Goddess while holding space for all the women in the circle to do the same. My hands pulsed, my body slightly shook and swayed in the motion of the moon’s light and love. My heart was nourished knowing that this small ceremony with a handful of women could change the world and the consciousness of humanity. This small group could harness the power of the divine feminine with conscious creations and loving intentions. Every spoken word and ceremonial blessing were creating a ripple of consciousness to everyone on the planet. The feminine would rise into her rightful inheritance as the balance to the divine masculine. This energy arose within me as I welcomed the spirit of Mama Luna.
I channeled the power of the feminine that day and thousands of days since. I channeled my Soul through Jesse, my Higher Self. I channeled the love and beauty of my sisters and their hopes, dreams, thanks, and wishes. I channeled because it was natural. I channeled because I cared. I channeled because the divine nature is what is natural to channel.
As I find myself in ceremony again, twenty or more years later, the same energy of the divine feminine infuses me to show up for women in all stages of life. What desire drives us to be vulnerable and receptive to power, to energy and to the Higher Self? We all want to feel love, inclusion, and connection. We all want to return to our Source, our Soul, and to the divine love of the Universe. And until we can fully embody our essence, we can channel those frequencies and vibrations that we can hold within who we are in this very moment in time.
So, ask yourself, where is your passion and creativity asking to express itself? You can channel the divine feminine creative matrix in any experience, ceremony, piece of art or writing. Every time you receive inspiration, intuition, guidance, and the heartbeat of the Universe, you have an opportunity to feel the flow and grace of feminine empowerment energy through you. Empowerment is an opening, a receiving, a blessing that is divine and feminine. How will you open and receive life at this moment? And remember, when you gather in a group this powerful, much like a boulder thrown in a pond, the rippling waves of consciousness travel far. Women in circle grow and become stronger meeting eye to eye with compassion. Above all is love.
Excerpts from 365 Days of Tarot
Tarot Card of the Day, Nine of Wands
Get ready for an excellent day! The Nine of Wands returns you home to your personal frequency of energy, which means you will be feeling on top of the world. Get ready to embrace life flowing your way and feel your life force responding in kind. Own your power. Own your own rhythm. If your energy has been involved with others or tied up in outside projects, today is the day to take your energy back for yourself. BE in your own energy field for awhile. Feel the force of who you are coursing through you and allow yourself to be comfortable with who you are. Today, everything can go just right. You will have glimpses of the harmony of Universal energy when you go inward to find your own energy. From the microcosm to the macrocosm, return to your personal life force.
Tarot Card of the Day, Two of Wands
Today is about balance between the male and female energies within you. You, regardless of gender, have both energies within you. Masculine energy allows you to give and have drive, force, and movement. Feminine energy allows you to receive and have feelings, intuition and awareness. When the Two of Wands is present, you are balancing your life energy. Oftentimes you have opportunities to experience this balance of energy through relationship of sexual union. At other times you may experience this through opening up to new experiences. If you are a giver, maybe allow yourself to receive today. If you are a receiver, maybe allow yourself to give. Find the balance in these expressions of energy.
Tarot Card of the Day, Temperance
Understanding floods in as you commence a new level of consciousness. This is where your subconscious, your superconscious and your conscious minds are blended. You should feel very connected today, more whole and less parts. Do not look at the “good me” and “the bad me,” “the spiritual me” and “the everyday life me.” Take away your own boxes and look at the whole YOU. These three levels of consciousness are on the same piece of music and working together to bring harmony and integration into your being. As a result, you won’t be able to judge yourself and others. With awareness comes a non-judgmental and unconditional loving space. Be gentle with yourself and others. Be aware of your being expanding. Temperance brings the synthesis of wholeness so that you can remove the illusion of separation.
Tarot Card of the Day, Eight of Swords
The Eight of Swords should be bringing with it a clarity and determination to go forward into today. You know what you have to do so keep your mind focused at the task ahead. If you have made yourself a priority, then you must stay in touch with your affirmations and keep applying positive thinking to your daily life. Your mind is a balancing act but you have chosen this path and must be responsible for all ways of thinking. You deserve the right to be here, by your own commitments and steadfastness. Keep your head up and focused on the path ahead and don’t let your monkey mind get in the way of forward progress. You are 100% responsible for the way you think. Do not be hard on yourself if you are not thinking with pure thoughts just redirect those thoughts to the way of the spiritual warrior (or goddess, Buddha, guru, etc…).